If I publish it online that forces me to Commit -- Oh dear what have I got myself into!!

I, have made a promise to my dear Miss Liz http://lizandrk.blogspot.com/2010/07/my-goals-for-this-week.html that I would run the 5K during BOOBS. Ok so that means I need to stop with the buts and I don't have times and I will start tomorrow because I know I will wake up and it will be September and I will still get worn out after run/ walking for ten minutes and i will be screwed. This I pledge will not be happening me, nope nope nope ( as a dear friend ducky once said - if you don't know what I am talking about then well look up the greatest late 80's kids movie). Any whoo. I can and I will be running this 5K without stopping! This is my chance to 1) get in the best shape possible before I see all you hot mamas and 2) show myself once again that I can do anything. As much as I want number one, I NEED number 2. I have been a whiny little baby lately and the truth is its time to put up or shut Beth! I have worked hard, but lately not really hard and well I want to be at goal by December, I want to be maintaining and to continue my life as a normal person, not a weight obsessed psycho that I have been for much of my life. I am ready for some equilibrium, so its time to work work and do something that I can be proud of. I have ALOT of studying to do tonight, but I will be putting in a 30 minute walk run session I promise you!!!! If you cannot tell I have already started on the Red Bull so I apoligize if this blog is a little scatterbrained!

Also when I make it to the 199 mark I am promising a VLOG, so bring me some weight loss vibes so you all get the pleasure of seeing this craziness in semi-person!!!

XOXO
Beth